Resisting Moonlight.....

I feel like not sleeping tonight

The morning mist fills up my sight

A ray of hope penetrates my soul

And I feel I am alone no more

Another day brings another adventure

Sometimes i confess, i be a pretender

But with the hope and excitement that fill the day

I choose to wipe those thoughts away

As night paints the sky black

It makes me ponder over all that I lack

I console myself it shall end soon

I sky gaze for hours and track the moon

Do i run from the silence around?

Or do i crave to hear your sound?

I am not sure of whatever is my plight

But If i have to see it, 

I wish there were rainbows at night.

Being the player who played against fate

Whenever i sit and look around,

This "feeling of belonging" is never found

I watch in silence, abandoned and forlorn,

I search for the place, people call home

I pledge to oversee,

I Try hard to be a different me

I breathe, i eat,i stay pure without sin,

I stay alive as death seems to be within

I m hurt, and i express, i m filled with choice,

I sigh, i cry, i die, and rejoice

The past has been burnt, and turned into flame,

Rekindling fumes rise up, and make life the same

If this O fate, is the game You call life,

You've called for check mate... i struggle to survive...